when i'm crying you are not here my dear :(

oh god , is this are good for me n for him ? hmm , did i have a chance to say i'm sorry to him ? :'( Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you anymore. i'm sorry again to youu muhd fareq anuar . my heart is totally broken . now , i just want to relax n thinking about my spm next year . no more boys in my heart n my life . i just want you to get a gf more better then me . :( but one you must know , that i'm still loving youu , this is faith . not just what i'm saying . but it is true . The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most. it is true what i'm saying guys ? -.- take care sygg . n thank you so much for everything that you have do for me . every day we go back from school together , but now it's all over :'( be happy with your new gf n your family . that's all from your ex gf . byeee